Sunday

L's May Day bouquet

It's the day after prom; L spent the night with a friend at her APARTMENT! yes, this girl's parents have an apt downtown for their daughter to use during the week, as it is too far to drive back and forth to her house. Well, I was a bit conflicted about the fact there would be no parent there; on the other hand, they are 18. Well, it is out of my hands soon, anyway. Right? and L is quite self-possessed, so . . . Betty C., perhaps you can offer some advice on this topic. (I'm hoping for some musical links to you, too, BC.)

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Hugh F-W is publishing more of his little handbook series. Even though there are no hedgerows in my vicinity, I feel the need for this one. These are better than travel guides; they whisk you away into the English countryside.


John Wright has a blog at rivercottage.net; the latest entry contains some interesting thoughts on mushrooming.

False Morels? Hmmm. Rocket fuel indeed!! Up and away, I say.

Looking UP!

This is a good prompt for me, because as some of you know, I tend to look down or in, or anywhere else but up. Frankly, there is nowhere else to go BUT up at this point.

Thanks to my always-ready-for-a-challenge French blogging buddy, Betty C., I'm also taking this initiative. I shall be rummaging about for upswelling ideas and thoughts, photos, poems and the like for this next month. May Day is today, the prom is tonight (L, be careful, please . . .). May poles—make of them what you will, but the weaving and unweaving of the streamers is thrilling to some of us onlookers.

image thanks to Victorian Traditions

hello!

just starting to visit blogs again on a regular basis.

random photos of Oberlin, Ohio

Morning photo of dinner rendezvous venue with blogger Kim:







New building for jazz at the Conservatory:

Gone, but Back

I know I've been absent, but there have been some very deep issues with family members who have been out of communication for years. Frankly, it's beyond bizarre and distressing. I'll just leave it all at that. I need to write about it all, but can't. Shh. Must never let anything out of the family circle. That's the way I was brought up. Hard to shake. I can't even keep a journal because of it, and it's the reason my blog posts are more blah than blog. Anyway,

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here is a photo of my grocery store sheet cake–cover greenhouses. This year, I remembered to check on them after planting the seeds, and every one came up. We'll see if they make it to fruition or not, but it is satisfying to know that I can grow peppers and tomatoes from seed.



The garden plot lives, too. Two rows of chard, one of kale, and one of arugula wintered over. We've already planted radish, beans, zucchini, cucumber, broccoli rabe, spinach, and they've emerged. I hope we haven't jumped the gun on the warmer weather seeds. We'll see, as the night temps are dropping back into the 40s next week.

I think my rascally raccoon is back; do you remember she/he who ate my peppers last summer, said fruit almost beyond perfection at the point of ingestion?? hmmmm. I think the cats coexist peaceably with this rapscallion, so he/she/they come and go at will.



Just because I like this one, taken at a church-turned-social-venue during the Chapel Talk lunch for one of L's friends:

Music Monday!

making its return
I (L) have to give a speech in front of my WHOLE SCHOOL today! wish me luck!!!!

More Music!

Music Monday: Asleep at the Wheel

I do love Texas swing, plus I feel I've been asleep at the wheel of this bus. Blogging has taken a back seat to other pursuits, so I'm making amends:

Theme Thursday: Green

Well, of course I'm writing about going green. Which we have been working toward for many years. In New England, we were recycling probably long before many people were doing so in the South; in fact, it was mandated there. There was some grumbling at the dump (rechristened the transfer station), esp. when a shattering was heard upon heaving a bag into the depths of the bin. But everyone gets used to rinsing out glass, flattening cardboard, crushing aluminum.

Even there, we were regulars at the Brattleboro Farmers Market, more medieval fair than vegetable display. I think it was one of the few in the area at that time. We always came away with something unusual (then) or at least hard to come by. We also had our own garden, in which we also grew the unusual (then) or hard to come by. Celeriac did fantastically well; if only we had known what to do with it. Last year, we commenced again in the community vegetable patch, and we're looking forward to a better year here in the sticky southern heat

I suggest moving forward by staying put: eating locally grown food as much as possible, encouraging those who aren't yet farming organically to implement those methods by talking with them AND buying their produce. We are lucky to have Sequatchie Cove Farm and others within a hundred mile radius. There are many bloggers getting out the word: I just discovered GOOD, which I have to catch up on. Eat Real and FarmPlate on Facbook are at opposite ends of the country, but have lots of good information to share.

Greenward!

music monday!!!

Theme Thursday: Bottle

The word bottle led me to think about cellar holes.

Rambles in the woods in New England can often mean coming upon a sunken patch, with what looks like a stone wall around part of it. It's fairly regular in shape, and always has a lilac bravely holding on, somewhere nearby, even as the forest closes in. When I was a child, we found some of these in the Vermont forests around where we lived during part of the year. There are old roads, tracks, logging roads to explore. Going deep. Sometimes alone. Smell the moss, swim in the sunless green. Cracking twig just off to the left. A deer? or a bear . . .

Just off to the left again. There. The place where a house once stood. Then you start to root around. The dump is never very far from the back door. You find a cup handle, a broken plate. A spoon! But always bottles. Patent medicine usually. The turquoise faded. Or brown. sometimes clear. An intact one a prize.


New Hampshire
–Donald Hall

A bear sleeps in a cellar hole; pine needles
heap over a granite doorstep; a well brims
with acorns and the broken leaves of an oak
which grew where an anvil rusted in a forge.

Inside an anvil, inside a bear, inside a leaf,
a bark of rust grows on the tree of a gas pump;
EAT signs gather like leaves in the shallow
cellars of diners; a wildcat waits for deer

on the roof of a car. Blacktop buckled by frost
starts goldenrod from the highway. Fat honey bees
meander among raspberries, where a quarrel
of vines crawls into the spilled body of a plane

Music Monday!

What the kids are listening to, II:



Yeasayer's Ambling Alp

Theme Thursday: Bell

this was running all through my dreams last night. L used to watch Meet Me in St. Louis on video as a tiny child:



But I'll really be ringing a bell at 2 pm for Barry! Barry, I hope you've seen the last of that place.

Music Monday!

NRBQ, for those who knew

Theme Thursday: Mirror

There are two ways of spreading light: to be
The candle or the mirror that reflects it.
–E. Wharton

Here it is, Theme Thursday again. I had such plans for this theme, too. Genes appearing as mirrors of ancestors, or more recently, grandmothers. The Distant Mirror of the Middle Ages. The silvering mirror in my bathroom that give back a ghostly sort of reflection.

Then, BANG! Thursday has whirled around the carousel of the week again and presented itself in front of me. Well, I can supply a link to a program I try to remember to listen to every Friday evening (or Sunday morning, whenever).

Gene Zeiger

poet, writer, teacher, encourager.

Genie, I wish I'd known

Music Monday!

What the kids are listening to:

Oatmeal Chocolate Cookie recipe

Here you go, e and Betty!

From Mad Hungry, by Lucinda Scala Quinn

oven at 350 degrees F.

whisk together: 3/4 c flour, 1/2 tsp baking soda, 3/4 tsp coarse salt.

beat together, in another bowl, 8 Tblsp butter (1 stick), 6 Tblsp granulated sugar, 6 Tblsp light brown sugar, 1 large egg, 1/2 tsp vanilla extract, 1/4 tsp water.

Add flour mixture and stir to combine.

Stir in 1 c rolled oats (NOT quick) and 6 oz. semisweet chocolate chips.

Drop by teaspoonfuls onto buttered, rimmed baking sheets about an inch apart. Bake for about 10 mins. CHECK! ours got a bit dark. Still tasty, though.

college!

Oberlin College, class of 2014, welcomes L!!

Helen, I think Avery's Store are graduates.

5th Annual Cyberspace Poetry Slam

Solar Creation
by Charles Madge

The sun, of whose terrain we creatures are,
Is the director of all human love,
Unit of time, and circle round the earth.

And we are the commotion born of love
And slanted rays of that illustrious star,
Peregrine of the crowded fields of birth,

The crowded lane, the market and the tower.
Like sight in pictures, real at remove,
Such is our motion on dimensional earth.

Down by the river, where the ragged are,
Continuous the cries and noise of birth,
While to the muddy edge dark fishes move,

And over all, like death, or sloping hill,
Is nature, which is larger and more still.

Thanks, Reya, for inviting me!

Music Monday

Constance Amiot

snow

Snow day means baking oatmeal chocolate chip cookies, at least to L:

Reminds me of Narnia:

Sentries:

cozy

snow day. We are lucky we didn't lose power.

I haven't seen the snow come in so fast since living here; it was almost like New England. I had been spending a leisurely morning with a friend, prowling a yarn shop, out to lunch, and looking at L. Baskin prints in a gallery. When we were loitering at our cars, we noticed a few docile flakes drifting down. Ten minutes later, I was headed into the onslaught of the blowing snow! L was driving the front wheel drive van, useless on anything but a sunny summer day, really. She got home just in time.

Now enjoying oatmeal chocolate chip cookies and wondering why I just cannot pick up stitches correctly on this mitten thumb. Disturbing, really. You'd think I'd know better.

Snow pix tomorrow.

Friday

Awaiting a STORM! Meaning: panicked citizenry on the loose in search of bread, milk, and beer.

My tooth is not as bad as I first thought; although it has sheared off, and I'll still need the crown. (Or do I? Wish I knew more about what would happen if I didn't. Dentists can be cagey.)

Off to yoga before we are iced in. Or not. Depending.

Theme Thursday: Felt

Felt: past tense, or present tense, or a noun. Sort of an all-purpose word.

I remember having a little box imported from England, the Fuzzy Felt Hospital. (I still have it somewhere). It consisted of a little board topped with a felt-ish material, and little beds, pillows, nurse uniforms, heads, and other appendages that you could manipulate into sick bay scenarios.

Felt is satisfying to work with; it never frays or unravels, unlike nerves. It's actually fun to cut with pinking shears. I remember making many needle case covers with my grandmother. I have one of hers.

I'm made several felted bags (although I've read that felted is not the correct word in this case), which are enormous after you knit them. Shepherding them through their stint in the washing machine is a bit tense. You don't want them to get too small, but you want the fibers to shrink and mesh so that they are sturdy enough to take everyday abuse. L has one I made, not bad looking!

This bag is from the Amazon site for Pursenalities, by Eva Wiechmann, but is done in the pattern I knit for L

Here is a YouTube instructional video from the Crunchy Parent on how to make a felted wool ball. Notice cats in background:

energy

I'm editing a series of activities/tests for middle school science students, and the section I'm working on now has to do with the planets.

And then my tooth cracked apart.

Wait; there is a connection between the energy in the universe and my thought energy and this tooth event, but I'm slowly working my way toward it. My dreams lately have been wrapped up in animals, very concrete. argh. I'll just leave you with a picture while I try to muddle through.

cello and case

rather fuzzy, but here are two pictures of the result of Saturday's excursion:



case used by an ACTUAL MUSICIAN!




Jacqueline du Pre (Squirrel reminded me of the movie Hilary and Jackie; worth a viewing)

Music Monday!

A contemplative start for this week, from Trio Mediaeval:

Sundry, and various

This is what emerged from the extruding pasta maker:



a gloppy mess. D smooshed it up and kneaded it. I was able to use my usual pasta roller to salvage the dough and turn it into satiny sheets, that are drying now so I can cut them.



I will not be vanquished!

Just a little shot of our return trip from our visit to the luthier:

Will It Work This Time?

The other night I made a rather upmarket version of tuna noodle casserole, from (what else?) Everyday Food. I used that extremely expensive organic pasta you can buy at the whole foods store, direct from Italy and extruded through ancient brass dies (really! it says so on the box).

Anyway, it suddenly occurred to me that I might be able to make extruded organic pasta RIGHT IN MY OWN KITCHEN!

Waaaaay back in the 1980s in a mall in Natick (THE mall?), I made D buy this because it was on sale. I already had my Robot Coupe, which I had bought at the Eastfield Mall (where are all these specifics coming from?!) after receiving a rather large raise at work.

I believe I used it exactly once, after which it has sat on one shelf or another in its box wherever I happen to find myself. As I recall, the pasta I made was gluey and just plain no good. Since then, I've learned to make pasta by hand, with the well in the flour and the eggs and a rolling pin. But nothing tubular can come of this method, or at least not those that can hold their shape.

So . . . watch out, pasta attachment. Because I'm about to tame you, you rascal.

cello

I have never had the occasion to consider buying an expensive stringed instrument, but L has some cash stashed, so tomorrow we are taking a trip here to see what we shall see.

I worry that with college looming, priorities may change. I still believe rental is the way to go for many reasons, but I expect to receive a persistent sales pitch rendered in soothing, dulcet tones.

Then it's on to Macy's to see if it carries a suitable dress for May Day (shudder; had I known this was such an important event at school, I may have thought twice about that decision).

Looking forward to getting out into the wider world, however. Can I possibly sneak in a visit here? I got two resounding nooooooos, but you never know.

Theme Thursday: Bread

Poetry is an act of peace. Peace goes into the making of a poet as flour goes into the making of bread.
—Pablo Neruda

No poet I. Not even bread baker on any regular basis. That has been D's role for almost 20 years. He actually makes the bread we eat every week, or when we've eaten more than our usual fill, whichever comes first. Oh sure, we pick up a baguette or Niedlov's multiseed/grain now and again, but the bread that L has grown up on is the bread her father bakes.

I find that quietly amazing. There is a connection between baking, poetry, and peace. A space in the day for contemplation in the kneading. The small miracle of the rising. Oven spring! Exciting. Final nourishment after the baking. No bread tastes just right as his does.

L's bread is pictured at right. A lifetime of seeing her father create something on a regular basis for family consumption has spurred her interest the same.

While I make the popovers and the biscuits on a whim, his baking continues assuredly. Ahh.

Wordless Wednesday

Tuesday

L drove herself to school. I no longer panic, but then she is a better driver after two years. Who, though, thinks it is a good idea to put 16-year-olds, in this state WITHOUT driver's ed (at least that's SOMETHING; the phrase "get the BIG picture" from my own high school days still dances in my head), behind the wheel of a car? Chilling. To say the least.

Though not as chilling as a texting mother with tots belted in behind her. At least that's what I believe the women in front of me yesterday was doing. Otherwise, she needs some instruction herself in the meaning of a green light and speed limits.

I've been cleaning the baseboards to put off opening my e-mail to find notification that confusing files of text to edit in ADOBE READER(?*!!F**K) are now posted to the ftp site!!! Pub trying to save $$ by giving the lowly c/e the responsibilities of a production editor for crap hourly wages.

Glad I know how to cook. Everyday Food a godsend, really . . .

Finances, finances, finances. Sometimes I lie and bed and think about how much it's costing me to lie in bed.

Just some random thoughts, an idea cribbed from Cinnamon; although hers are more thoughtful

Music Monday!

Jordi Savall and Rolf Lislevand



I hope this gets you moving!

full-body ache

Yesterday was quite a busy one for L; master class; then a gig for a local charity; and finally a dance. She had the car that we actually own, it was raining (which here means, watch out, because most of us citizens don't know how to drive in inclement weather!) so I was on high alert.

Having her out at night is very stressful for me. I really like having all the chickens in the coop. I remember my 8th-grade French teacher saying much the same thing about her twin teenage sons (who had tennis-player legs, as I recall). Until you hear that car pull in, all is tension. Even though she is considerate and trustworthy, you never know who is hurtling toward her from another direction. Visions of crumpled autos dance in my head.

My entire being was tense, and that led to muscle aches. Plus worry about my workload doesn't help.

But she returned, having had a great time. Introverted me doesn't quite understand having fun at a dance . . .

Work

I've come to the conclusion that I wouldn't know what to do out in the workforce. My skills at office interrelations, if I ever had them, are now null and void. Though it would be nice to be ahead of the curve on software issues. Without management "seminars" or "webinars," I'm always catching up on any project the uses the unfamiliar. Like Adobe Reader to edit many-layered, dense material. The program quits on me time and time again. Frustrating. Argh.

But getting up early has its perks. By 9 or 10, I've put in 4 or 5 hours, in theory leaving time for all my other activities. So, that's my next hurdle. Practice what I complain about not doing.

Incredible String Band

I took a little break the other day to watch



on the computer, and the last piece of music reminded me of Cat Stevens. Those (me, and L, and D, always are the last to leave the theater) who sit through movie credits are rewarded: it was the Incredible String Band's Little Cloud. I pawed through my CDs, and found it: The Chelsea Sessions 1967. But where, oh where, is The Hangman's Beautiful Daughter?! It's around here, somewhere (I hope). Roy, do you remember/know this group? A little research showed they were at Woodstock, which I hadn't known.

TT: Surface

Surface: a very wide ranging topic. Verb, noun, adjective. Rising up from the depths, the top, superficial.

I find it difficult to dig deeply on a topic here. Always have. Easier to stay on top, to float on the surface, and look down occasionally through the clear water into the murk. But not very often.

The first thing I thought of when I saw this week's theme was a swimmer rising out of a body of water: a lake. That muffled world before breaking the surface.

The second was of course surface design, especially of fabric. In fact, I turned to The Surface Designer's Handbook, which has so many ways to manipulate the surface. Dyeing and printing and creating resists. And the inspirational The Art of Embroidery, by Françoise Tellier-Loumagne, with its beguiling nature photographs and corresponding interpretations of rocks, plants, shore in stitches.

It was embroidery and knitting. And sewing. I look forward to all these. During high school I seemed to have had all the time in the world for all of it, but time is slipping away, dropping me down inch by inch below the surface of what it is I'd really like to be doing. hmm.

today

Feeling in decidedly better spirits today. My Christmas tree is still up, I'm listening to BBC3 through my widget thing on the computer, and I'm planning an escape down the mountain, for at least a little while. I've determined that life as I experience it is not so terribly tragic after all.

Yesterday, I took a break from woefulness to make a quick version of beef bourguignon, and settled down to peel 2 lb pearl (although these are rather more robust than pearls) onions. Came together rather nicely, too. But then, I'm a major fan of my own cooking. Plus I love my green Le Creuset pot. I believe I use it almost every day for something or other.

And I made Busy Day Chocolate Cake (see Mad Hungry, but this is the recipe that you mix up right in the cake pan, a recipe that you probably have stashed away somewhere; it's vegan, too, as LSQ points out).

So, off to pilates, and then to buy eggs. What could be more grounding than that?

Good morning!

I'm frustrated; many of the files I've been expected to work on and thus turn around in 24 hours are locked. This means I must send an e-mail detailing the problem, wait, download them from the ftp site, etc. etc. Imagine my frustration upon hearing of the bonuses of bailed-out bankers. I'm not laughing all the way to the bank, let me tell you. I'm practically in tears, frankly.

Pet Sounds

L's absurdist little movie of Soul eating a cracker.



Plus, Music Monday returns!

Sunday

Generally working, reading, trying to keep up in Scrabble. I've abandoned my NY Times crossword for the computer screen Scrabble games, D pointed out. Missing the puns, so I think I may settle down later with brilliant Will Shortz's editing.

Other than that, questioning my relationship with organized religion, based on shakiness of my belief in god. Jesus, yes. "God," however to me is more a belief in the scientific underpinnings of consistencies in nature rather than a biblical God. Just thinking a bit, is all. Not very coherently, I'm afraid

Also thinking about here:

pop goes . . .

Back in the olden days when I had extra dough hanging around to waste on such kitchen frippery as mini-popover pans, I bought one. To further the movement to rekindle interest in home baking (subset, small breads), I hauled it out to make the mighty, almost fallen but not quite Martha Stewart Living's current version of popovers. Which you can see below, cunningly (if slightly out of focus) photographed against a beautiful vintage towel.

Anyway, the popover pan is behaving as usual: refusing to give up popovers. I'm not sure whether it's the mini-ness of the pan (I have to rethink baking times, as popovers require a hot oven on entry, and a drop in temp about halfway through baking) that is the problem or the material the pan is made of. Or what.

Once out, however, these reheat like a charm. Better second time round, actually.

Next up: making jam with all the strawberries crowding the freezer. When I can find the time. The canning pot and jars are in the middle of the gateway to the garage, so if that isn't incentive, I don't know what is. Now, to get rid of pesky work issues (but that means getting rid of welcome income, so there's that aspect).

Onward, Betty C!!

Marlboro

Morris Ale. That little picture of me and L yesterday made me think about what we subjected her to as a tiny child. We used to go to the massing of the Morris dancers in VT every May. One year, it was so cold that L had to wear her winter coat—almost June, too!

Although we didn't attend this one from 2006, here is Brattleboro, and some unusual dancers:

looking glass

When L was just a tiny baby, people would often tell me how much alike we looked. A baby?! ME? Please.

Since I've been on FB, some college friends have "found" me, and subsequently her page (or whatever it's called) with all her many photos. I was startled to read a comment from two of them that she looks exactly like I did in college (better teeth, I had to add; not a cavity in her head and all that lovely, expensive orthodontics). I really can't see this physical connection. Funny thing, genes. But I don't think I would put the two of us together, really.

a decidedly tired me, carrying L in the hiking backpack, on Mt. Greylock. L now wears that green coat I have on.

Theme Thursday: Polka (dots)

A new year, and I aim to be more of a blogger; I've been reading that this is opposite to the trend. Although I had to maneuver through two blogs to get to the link. Meaning?

Now, polka or polka dots or both. Remember dotted swiss ? That's what first came to mind, after polka music. I had a Sunday/Easter dress made from it, and I can still remember the nubby feel of the little flocked circles. White circles on blue background. full skirt and black patent leather shoes.

ah, more footwear.

Polka music? scratchy AM station on the car radio out of Chicopee in the white car with the shifter on the steering column. and no seat belts. it's always foggy or dusk or raining. i'm 14 or 10 or 16. it never varies.

Cold?

I spent the better part of my 20s and a fair amount of my 30s stamping around with cold feet in a cold New England winter in my old Maine Hunting Boots from LL Bean (bought back when LL Bean was a stop for hunters/fisherpersons, and not the grotesquery it has become; but I digress). Until I found, at Averys Store, nirvana: Sorel boots (fabriqué au Canada; at least mine are). Good to –27°F. Averys also has the best owners on Earth and the best meat counter, too. Plus any kind of hardware you may require and the most helpful proprietor to help you find just the right bolt. But I digress again.

my boots . . .

Around here, what passes for brrr weather is usually laughable (ha! you hat- and mitten-wearers out on a 45°F sunny day; pansies). But I've got to say, it is frigid out right now. I don't know if it is because the buildings and houses just aren't made for any kind of lengthy period of temps well below freezing, but I'm chilled. As a matter of fact, I can feel a breeze right now, in the room we call the office, as I type this.

But my feet will be warm when I venture out tomorrow . . . Now I just need to locate my mittens.

L's OTHER new boots . . .

Not sure

but personal, internal crises seem to be a monthly occurrence the past few years. Questioning focus, finances, future. All the F's, really. Even the f-stop on the camera is giving me pause.

• • • • •

Anyway, what I meant to write about was new footwear, as L's two pairs of boots arrived in a gigantic box this morning. Pristine. Thrilling. There is something so transporting about new shoes; the workmanship, the stitching. Their new-leather heady aroma. You breathe in the possibility of where you will go in them. And who will admire your grace and style as you purpose your way down the sidewalk (always a sidewalk in a big city, always late fall).



Not to be confused with the shoes your mother had reheeled for you and that squeeeeked squeeeeked squeeeeked down the reflecting unforgiving hallways of middle school.

Think instead of the discreet taps of the Italian high heels, subtle blue, of your 20s. Or the espadrilles that laced up your shin. hmmm.

Threw out good money on decorated Birkenstocks just last month. Can hardly wait to wear them . . .

The good grey guardians of art
Patrol the halls on spongy shoes,
Impartially protective, though

Perhaps suspicious of Toulouse.
-R. Wilbur

We shall walk in velvet shoes:
Wherever we go
Silence will fall like dew
On white silence below.
We shall walk in the snow.
-E. Wylie

always follow the directions

Bagels did NOT turn out quite right. But then, because of me, we did NOT follow the directions, as one would think we had, looking at D assiduously studying them here.



He decided to start this rather lengthy process just before my dinner preparations were to commence. I intervened, I'm sorry to say, before the bagels could be formed and subsequently placed into the refrigerator to gently rise overnight. Instead, I put the whole dough business in a plastic bag and shoved it in the ice box (where did that phrase come from? hello, Grandma . . .), thinking it was the dough, not the bagels themselves, that needed resting.



Anyway, they came out rather . . . odd.


boiling for 2 min a side, before



going into a 500°F oven


The best of the bunch, pictured below. I understand they don't taste too bad, and certainly better than what passes for same around this latitude.



••• Lone bird, in 10°F weather . . . The beginning of a new week in a new decade. 2010, twenty-ten, I can't wait to begin again.

Music to drive by

Off to Target etc. with the complex and mournful Radiohead coming through the speakers. L's teacher has a theory about what this one's about, so . . . I'm not sure I do, though.

But while inside the big box, pushing through the sad Xmas remainders, I noticed Someone had placed a copy of the Beatles' A Hard Day's Night in my basket. Well.

We put it on during the drive back. What bright, shiny, pure music that is. Not unlike a January day.

The Lone Pilgrim

he
My New Year's Day attempt at English muffins, using a recipe from the old King Arthur cookbook. Looks as tho it's bathed in a holy light, doesn't it? But they came out rather rather chewy. Rather dense. I'm going back to the drawing board, so to say.

And, we are sticking our hand into the bagel batter. Yes, we have no bagels here in this part of the world, unless you count Lender's frozen, which I certainly don't. I went over to a recipe that Smitten Kitchen has (behold the beautiful photography; you won't see that here), and D stirred up the starter yesterday. He reached into the cupboard and pulled out a bag of high gluten bread flour AND barley malt syrup. Always at the ready . . . We shall see.

I never realized what a different culinary landscape the South is, until I moved here. Dearth of some things, only to be confronted with what I define as a conundrum, at least ten or so years ago: pulled pork, banana pudding, okra . . . who knew? Not me, that's for sure.

Happy New Year

I am setting myself up today for some busy work, listening to WKSU (Sylvia Docking rocks), or maybe WJFF; L is on the way back from a New Year's Eve sleep over. I wonder when (if) she got to bed . . .

Contemplating New Year's dinner. Roasted lamb, and scalloped potatoes sliced with my mandoline-ish thing from France (yes, I've been warned), but we might have all of it tomorrow.



Frankly, that prosecco is calling my name. I might abandon all of this in a minute and watch the birds, glass in hand.

A New Decade

And I promised to post every day for this first month of it. Not much meandering here; just a few murmurs.

I've set up my 2010 calendar next to the screen, juxtaposing one-of-a-kind individually designed and needle felted wonders (from this blogger). Last year's calendar never ceased to cheer me, and so it will be with this one.

This weekend the tree will come down and life will return to the daily treadmill. Less talk and more action for me to move myself onto a track leading to something, well, a bit less tedious.

Music Monday! reappearance . . .

Jethro Tull! (definitely not chosen by L . . .)

cuddling

Frank, and frankly Bear and Soul, love Peewee so much, they think he is real.

satisying . . .

a simple baby hat (or otherwise, depending on gauge, etc.) that involves no thought to produce.



You can find it in a nice beginner's book, whose author also edits Bust magazine.

Just a little more than a week . . .

Recent photos and video (vid and top photo, courtesy of L)





Frank explores something new, a few weeks ago . . .

ACK!

It's Theme Thursday, and once again I have let the week slip by. Watch this space—really!

Thanks

This year, we are just us for Thursday. And I admit, I forgot over the weekend that it was Thanksgiving. I'm tending to gloss over and forget these holidays, and I don't think it's exactly right or fair, especially to L, but with my mother no longer around, I find it difficult to jump, with both feet and eyes wide open, into emotionally heightened days. But, soldier on I will, and have several books/magazines (old copies of the now-defunct Gourmet, a demise I can't quite get my head around; but anyway) open on the floor (where else?) for ideas for Brussels sprouts, parsnips, potatoes, et al. Plus a pumpkin cheesecake pie in a gingersnap crust from Gourmet 2006 that I was going to try, but never did (until this year, that is).

I'm missing more and more our house up above the Trail (Helen, I think it is still for sale; are they getting that much nowadays? I can't believe it), even the mice and the snow in the attic. Maybe I'll waft northward, depending on where L ends up (or not; do I want to be the kind of parent who is always THERE? I think not. We had one in college who moved into her daughter's dorm room and typed her papers and did her laundry: Mumsy.)

Anyway, I've promised L to make homemade gifts this year with her: lip balm, and bath salts, and spiced nuts, and three kinds of chocolate/nut/dried fruit combinations, among other things. We'll see how far we get involved in this, but there is a local source for jars and so forth, so I can't back out for lack of packaging.

Plus, I've gotten some DVDs from the library: Outsourced, Frozen River, and Revolutionary Road (Leonardo and Kate, together again), so there's that.

And school is out until Dec. 1!